You are reading Self-Admiration Chapter 40. Jung Younghwan, a bullied outcast, suffers daily abuse but is most troubled by his own inability to fight back. Pushed to the brink, he attempts an extreme act, only to be saved by a confident and powerful version of himself from a parallel world, forcing him to confront his own weakness.
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